God or Gravity?

Thank god for gravity!!! Its such a powerful force if we come to realize it. I was on walk with my dog one evening and after she got tired playing fetch, I decided to lay on the grass after having felt its softness in my feet while walking earlier. I was loving the weather and the wind and the blue sky with waves of clouds ebbing in the vast ocean of this atmosphere. I looked up and in an instant felt a discomfort stemming form the fear of what would happen if there weren’t any gravity holding me down right now on this little patch of grass and if I were to fly away. My mind started diving and deepening this fear… Fly away to where? Not in the sky because that would’ve flown out already. I guess in to the vast expanse of nothingness? But if there is nothing then how am I there? What is holding my form as is? Gravity..

After an expansion in the external view came the internal view of this whole force.. I am me because of gravity. The air we breathe hangs around us because of gravity. My dog is sitting next to me.. Gravity!! Everything there is.. Gravity!!! Going deeper.. Molecules, atoms, protons, neutrons, the smallest thing, the largest thing, the cosmos everything… I know for I have read this a million times in text books.. But to experience it was what really made me appreciate this beautiful force..

Now to the aesthetic aspect of it.. Attraction, emotion, tension all stems out of it as well.. We as masses are constantly pulling other masses towards us.. Everything! Right from a tiny feather to a building to this person we are madly drawn to. How crazy is that!!! I think a take away from this could be that we are constantly pulling things towards us. Why not then be accepting of it all? And be grateful that we can still continue to lay down on a bed of soft moist grass and not be scared of being propelled into the vastness..

Comments

vidya said…
Hey Vidya,

I am really surprised after reading this entry of yours that besides being my namesake you also seem to think a lot like me.

I too was having these reflections on gravity a few weeks ago. Was actually thinking about the philosophy of gravity and how we tend to "draw things towards us"...

Strange isn't it? I have come across your blog several times (while searching for my own articles on the net!) but stopped to read it only today...
11:12 PM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

CARNATIC BLUES!! I believe most people especially in the US have their primary goal to just be able to perform on stage. Back in India, it is not so. I feel for Carnatic music, one should go through rigorous training even after you feel that you have reached a stage where you can be giving a stage performance. The whole structure of raaga needs to be very clear in your head and the more you advance in your learning, the more you should go back to the basics and use them for all the raagas that you learn. Like for examples, the alankaras should be practiced with all the raagas and not just mayamamavagaula. Also, varnams should be really stressed upon before reaching the keertana stage. The more varnams you learn, the more strong you become in the ragaa structure. For keertanams, you should stress on learning the madhayama kalam keeatanam first for any raaga, then moving on to one having a chittaswarm and then moving on to vilambakalam keertanam for the same raaga. This way y...
Read more
What Next? I have been having these unnerving thoughts about the impending future. What is it that I have been placed here for? What is the bigger picture? Where do I fit in. I can almost feel that I am not here to do what I am doing right now. Wake up, smile, go to work, be physically present and spiritually absent there for 8 some hours, get out, try and find ways to keep my mind occupied. It seems a very long life for me to be able to keep doing this everyday. I will soon go mad if it continues. I keep looking for signs. I try to identify them and then bring them to fruition. I have been meaning to go places. So many places. But I need a travel companion. Someone with whom I will be able to share my experiences, interpret them and learn form them. This unrest, I don't know if everyone possess it. I have met people who are perfectly happy with their current state of existence. Who can carry on doing what they are forever and not complain. I on the other hand find it hard to breat...
Read more